Thursday, February 1, 2007

about music - the noise that bians can dance with

Is all the music constructed to dance?
-no.
Music came to humans as a complex of rituals to achieve god`s vibrations.
Well, the musc is created by vibrations. So, we do vibratons to call vibratons
while we are vibrations by ourselves [as my friend explored while doing yoga].
Whats the problem?
- the problem is our faith.

we can not believe human to be a god. as we see we can not do
anything we want. distruction is opponent of construction. if one creates, the other must destroy.
That sounds like god and evil. may be there is both god and evil inside everyone of us? then we don`t need any gods or other unfamiliar to us creator or destructor?
-let`s look to the evolution side..
can we say that god didn`t egsist wile there were no human? or when human started to carry with oneself divinity?
then, maybe the first bacteria had it and transimtted it us us.
and what was before the bacteria?
before before before... in any cases we strike againtst the wall of infinity or boundary of time.

going back to a topic about music, i can say that the First - Movement - gave the First Vibration. So our Universe, cosmos, time and space, matter we are living in and we are - all these words have a father Movement and mother Vibration. Well, the Forse, which did the first movement must be grandparents ----- whait a minute, what force? where did it come from if there were nothing before THE FIRST? we are going again into infinity..and we do not like it. Then i suggest two ways out:
1. change the rules we created to explore the nature.
2. face the infinity - face there was no beginning.


that wasn`t what i wanted to say when i turned on my pc. and i know that tomorrow morning i will read it and feel ashamed of using primitive words and phrases, of randomizing minds and ending without conclusion.but i`m not deleting it for at least trying to catch up with all the questions and answers that are running in my head.
for now, i feel sleepy. and disappointed of my self that i can not end anything i have started to do. i ground arms too fast...

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